AshleyDanielle.

dear tumblr,

its only been like forever. i miss you :)

My boyfriend just posted “hangin out with the ladies ” on facebook. Cool bro I’m sitting at home, alone.

Baby I miss you. If I didn’t have school tomorrow morning id be on my way to your house.

Kyle Bryan Carlson, 1/5/10 almost two years baby<3

Anonymous asked: Not only do I like your blog (haha I found it) but I also am OBSESSED with you secretly. Ok here we go.. I got this idea from a Tumblr spam I got once lol.. I think you like me too and you were always too shy to admit it :3 go to crushmatches(dòt)com (wtf it wont let me link regular) and make an account there. Then look up the profile 'gottagetme19' (me obviously) I left body pictures.. if you can guess who I am hit me up and we'll hang soon. You need a C C but its free

How old is this?

Times like these remind me why I used to love tumblr.

Ya see, my boyfriend is perfect. He’s funny cute crazy and he’s a great boyfriend. He used to pick me up everyday and take me to his house, which is an hour round trip, than at the end of the day he’d drive me the half an hour back to my house and drive the other half an hour alone back to his house. He put thousands of miles on his car whithin the last two years. Than he’d deal with my b.s. never fight with me and he still with me. Plus I never had a job so he paid for all the gas and anything and everything we did together. He put up going to church for me he even almost became Mormon for me. He would wake up every morning when he worked and not to just hear my voice before I had school, he stays awake every night till 11 or later just to talk to me after I got off of work so he could hear my voice before going to sleep. Yaa I helped do his laundry, dishes, i gave him my virginity so I like pretending that I’ve done more for him but In reality omg he’s done so much more. After it all I’m still a terrible person :( I forget to call him, I used to ask him to drive me places, and now with my own car I’ve had days where I spent it with friends shopping or other errands instead of him. And he is the most loyal boyfriend ever, he thinks I’m perfect. He would do anything for me. But here I am mega flirting with everyone :( I do think he’s perfect and I freaking miss him all the time but for some reason I can’t show it, I don’t know how to show him how much a love him, I can tell him but how do I prove it? I feel like he doesn’t believe my words anymore :/ I need to express myself without him thinking its just more words. Thank you for everything, you’re perfect. I love you kyle please believe me. :/

I just love fighting with my boyfriend about religion. Not… ugh I seriously don’t know what I am going to do. I’m not sure I ever will.